What've you skoped lately?

[SickAlice]

It really does. It's not the worst thing either because or at least hopefully it actually puts a lot of emphasis on the good things in life too. But I don't find my failing health or lost loved ones humorous myself is all it is. I would rather not be dealing with it all. It would be so cool if comic book superpowers in my case a healing factor and adamantium spine procedure existed. It is ironic though because this health problem is why I even do the 3d models in the first place. You know for something to do when I'm incapacitated and am I very thankful every day to have found this community and all of you.

[WyldFyre]

We're glad to have you too! As someone with back problems as well, I get where you are coming from. Yours are much were than mine, and I wish they could regrow both of us a new spinal column. (Worked for Worf in Star Trek

I do hope you can find some relief. I'm managing mine but also counting down to retirement. Still over 5 years unfortunately. Take care of yourself most of all!

[SickAlice]

A specialist is ordered in to do surgery but the consult isn't until the end of this month. I mean spine surgery so it has to someone who is great at it. They did give me these pills but it's still there. But otherwise is a constant. Partly caused by an autoimmune condition (infection packed in the tailbone) and partly do to having been assaulted. So it comes back and it's a matter of how bad it is. It either makes it hard to focus or makes me focus to much but I'm always working through it. I also know I come off bad in public because my voice and everything is always shaking. It's hard to apologize all the time for hurting. But again I deal but getting older yeah, the body gets less and less good at dealing with these things. Could be worse again. I lost a lot of people and my mother and stepdad are in very bad shape, he has terminal cancer from exposure in the war. So I do count my blessings.