Quote from: SickAlice on May 02, 2025, 12:55:27 AMLost to many to count. I was just emailing my mom whose mind is pretty difficult to talk to these days about nightmares and how most of mine are about the dead whether I saw it or not. But in terms of getting things done in Freedom Force that plus pain in the body just makes me much slower than I used to be. And again I just don't care to drop all my depressing stuff on everyone here so I sort of just act like nothing is going all the time. My body is real mess currently, that is no lie. They have me very doped and I'm still struggling. So trying to type out tens of thousands keyframe animations is difficult when my hand keeps jerking and such. Again though it is what keeps me from just dwelling on all this on the other. When I started I was alone in a cabin in the mountains and could not leave the bed short of rolling around like an egg because my spine was so busted. I found having these things to work on is probably what kept me sane. And again making friends in this community though RIP so of the closest ones I had.
Quote from: SickAlice on April 30, 2025, 01:45:25 AMNo problem dude. I don't like going into it because I don't want to lay this stuff but when I just stop doing models (well manual keyframes are what takes forever, it's a lot of numbers and math) it means something bad happened either my health or someone close me died and I had to travel to their funeral and help family out for awhile. My health is pretty severe right now and I have mentioned I will vanish at some point because my stepfather is terminal and I will have to travel about 2,500 miles and help my mother out. It happens. If it were up to me I would go sit and look at London Bridge and work on art all day and night but life just gets more demanding the older you get.trust me I understand sorry 😞