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You're back, I'm back, let's all party :lol:
Yay!
Dana
i hope your vacation wetn well, now get back to work on night thrasher. :P
Quote from: Shazam on July 01, 2013, 06:23:48 PM
You're back, I'm back, let's all party :lol:
We were already partying before you showed up...so no reason to throw another party when the original is already going on...right?
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Quote from: Shazam on July 01, 2013, 06:23:48 PM
You're back, I'm back, let's all party :lol:
We were already partying before you showed up...so no reason to throw another party when the original is already going on...right?
Nice welcome back from a fellow NPI member, cheers
Quote from: Amazo Version 2.2 on July 02, 2013, 02:14:25 PM
i hope your vacation wetn well, now get back to work on night thrasher. :P
did you ever get back to night thrasher? i havent seen anything new about it
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to quote my current favorite wrestler, daniel bryan, "YES! YES! YES!"
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cyber has agreed to return to freedom reborn
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it took some nudging, but he said he misses skoping and he misses the people here, so he will return
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Really glad to have you back, CB!
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I'm sorry to hear that you're having computer issues. I'm always available to help out if you need someone to check out your skopes if you're working on anything new.
Did you lose all of your content or just the ability to access it? If you've lost stuff or maybe need a mesh to use a piece for a skope, hit me up and I'll see if I have it.
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I lost a ton of stuff on a hard drive crash a couple of years ago. Instead of HDs, I either do backup disks as always, or for data I want to be changing or editing, I put works in progress on sd cards. A little slower, but small and compact and no moving parts to fail. So far not one problem. And if the computer were to die, I can just pop it out and put the card in a different computer, and off I go.
A 32 gig SD card right now is under $20, so its not as big as a hit in the wallet all at once either
I can't believe I hadn't commented on this yet! I'm glad you're back with us, CB, as I've said to you already. FR isn't the same without you, man.
I've been using Carbonite online storage, and I rather like that. It's saved me tons of heartache over the last five years or so. It's like $50 bucks for a year's subscription, which seems pretty fair.
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That really sucks to hear, Cyber. At least you have a little bit of your files backed-up.
If there is anything that you're missing, I'd be glad to see if I have a copy and send it to you.
I hope you're able to get everything fixed soon, though. I definitely know how much it stinks when your HDD dies and your computer refuses to work.
Nice in-laws... :/
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Ouch. Most families come with, ahem, baggage, but at the end of the day, still provide support, respect and comfort. It must be pretty awful if you're contemplating leaving behind so much. I do hope the relationship with your family improves sooner rather than later.
For years my family treated most everybody better than me. I just waited them out.
Sometimes, though, it was a near thing.
I've always been very grateful for my in-laws. They are crazy, but they are good people, and they've always treated me well. I just wish my wife were so lucky...
My family is crazy, and while they've always treated Lady Grey well, their madness is of a less benevolent sort.
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Quote from: Cyber Burn on November 20, 2013, 02:36:43 AM
When it comes to family, it really amuses me how quickly they forget what they post on Facebook.
It's not ok to lie to my face about something especially when they have posted something contradictory on their timeline/wall/whatever.
It's even worse when they post pictures of the family gathering that "Never occurred".
It seriously breaks my heart when my daughter sees these pictures and I can't answer her question of "Why wasn't I invited?".
I avoid Facebook when she's around because of this, but once in a while, she'll sneak up behind me when she can't sleep.
And this is a big part of why I am willing to walk away from everything and start over.
That is just terrible, Cyber. I am sincerely sorry to hear that they would do something like that to you.
I am in agreement with you of starting over if that means that you can get away from this terrible treatment. Do what you need to do to find yourself some happiness. You really deserve to be happy based on how willing to help and how kind you have been to the many members on this forum. Seriously, based on even the small discussions that I've had the pleasure of having with you, you're a really nice guy and completely undeserving of crap like this. It pains me so much when such kind and generous people get stepped on and lied to.
But, as odd as this sounds, and as tough as it is, just remember to always keep your family in your prayers. This sounds very strange; I know. They do something as terrible as this to you and you should show them kindness? It's not the typical response, but please do not treat them the way that they treat you. Hatred only ever breeds more hatred. They're still your family, and even if one thinks that they are undeserving of any sort of compassion (which I can completely understand why), I still believe in wishing everybody the best.
Would it be ugly of me to suggest that it soulds like your family needs praying for?
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Well, I know you can do it, and a quick check confirms my suspicions that you can actually just use "save as" in Word to do so. I THINK that works pretty well, if memory serves.
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If you have an older version of Word which doesn't export to PDF, IIRC, you can use the free (as in beer) Ghostscript as a printer driver. Another solution would be to open the document using the free (as in freedom) Libre Office or Open Office.
(Geek note: ...Or you can use a Mac, whose display technology is based on PDF, giving out-of-the-box PDF export to every app.)
There's also a few other free pdf programs that you can export a file as a pdf, such as CutePDF, which installs itself as an available printer that you can "print" to, and it outputs the file as a pdf. Not sure if it's ever editable with a full version of Acrobat or some other program, though.
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No worries, CB! :D
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Quote from: Cyber Burn on December 15, 2013, 02:25:00 AM
Well, my Computer finally died. I've been expecting it to happen for a while, but it seems that today was my lucky day.
That sucks. My computer died about a month and a half ago, and that one costed me about $1,200. I definitely feel your loss.
If there's anything that I can do to help you recover anything, feel free to send me a message.
Quote from: Cyber Burn on December 15, 2013, 02:25:00 AM
Well, my Computer finally died. I've been expecting it to happen for a while, but it seems that today was my lucky day.
Well at least it didn't blow up...last comp I had that gave up literally blew up...well actually the hard drive blew up but it took out a good chunk of the motherboard and left some flaming bits near the dvd player...was really quite fun to watch if it weren't for the fact it meant a new build needed.
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Sorry to hear about your computer problems Cyber. Hopefully you can still get back some of your stuff in there.
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I Just screwed up the install of my FF by trying to put in some maps and messing up my dats. This gave me the chance though to reinstall on a 32gig SD card. Now I have FF, maps, ffxs, mods and all the characters in one place. If the computer should happen to die, they should be safe.
I had tried doing the same a couple of years ago on a USB HD, but it died and took everything with it. Hopefully the SD card is safer with no moving parts in it. I still have my backup dvds and the stuff I made in my yahoo groups as well just in case.
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Yeah, I no longer have faith in them either... especially dealing with a laptop for 4 years, external hard drives really only lasted 6 months to a year before needing replacement. I've got my laptop hard drive hooked up as an external at the moment, but all the important stuff is saved to my main computer and I only use it because I haven't bothered to move stuff over.
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Quote from: Cyber Burn on December 23, 2013, 04:59:25 PM
I'd also like to thank you guys for letting me vent. Between the home repairs I've had to do, my car breaking down earlier this month, my computer crashing, and my cat passing away, I've been a bit on the down side. All I can say is thank you, the support and friendship that I've received from the community over the years has always been appreciated. I have always been grateful that I've had FR to escape to.
Not to sound cheesy, but you'll always have a place here to escape to. We all wish you the best, mate :thumbup:
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Quote from: Cyber Burn on December 24, 2013, 01:08:43 AM
Finally, some good news (For me anyways). The Tech Guy who was working on my PC said he was able to salvage everything, including all of my FF stuff. Now I just need a new PC to put it all on.
That's awesome, Cyber! :thumbup:
Glad to see you finally got some good news CB!
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Glad your data was recoverable. Here's hoping more good news is coming.
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I bought a new computer hoping to work on more FF stuff and now I have no interest in doing any of it. :/
I know my RL issues have kept me from doing a lot of the stuff I have on my plate or was planning to do FR-wise. So, yeah, I'm definitely feeling it. :(
Quote from: hoss20 on March 13, 2014, 05:23:52 PM
I know my RL issues have kept me from doing a lot of the stuff I have on my plate or was planning to do FR-wise. So, yeah, I'm definitely feeling it. :(
My skopes come first! ;)
I've been burned out before.. I started feeling it lately after the Serpent Society.. until I read the Suicide Squad by Ostrander all over again.
But I think after the Suicide Squad and a few other things I've promised, I'm going back into burn out mode for a little while.
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I wouldn't say I'm burned out, but I did take an intentional mini break from skinning. Just needed to concentrate on other things. Skinning again now but it will take a bit before I show anything new.
Truthfully I just don't give a rats arse about anything at the moment :/
Quote from: the_ultimate_evil on March 14, 2014, 08:01:21 AM
Truthfully I just don't give a rats arse about anything at the moment :/
I'm right there with you mate.
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Quote from: the_ultimate_evil on March 14, 2014, 08:01:21 AM
Truthfully I just don't give a rats arse about anything at the moment :/
I'm right there with you mate.
Add me to that as well....though the arse I'm thinking about is much sexier than a rats.
This too will pass, gents. I've been busy and a bit burnt out, but I'm sure I'll come back to my projects before too long. :D
I usually play Freedom Force vs the Third Reich for a few months, then play Total War for a few months, then play Civ for a few months, topped with sprinkles of other games every now and then. Between the main three, though, I never get bored.
What can I say? I'm a comic nerd AND a history fanatic :P
my point is guys its just not FF, i dont seem to give a damn about anything at the moment, all i seem to do is get up go to work, sleep and go to work. everything seems to go wrong and nothing ever ever goes my way without some huge hitch
i wanna skin, i wanna draw and i wanna do stuff i just cant seem to shift my self, because i'm just sick and tired of trying and getting nowhere
I'm right there with you TUE, between family, work, and classes, life just feels routine, and sometimes pointless. It's the same thing, day in and day out. I'm getting to the point where I'm just dreading the next day. I really need a change, an exit from the slump that I've fallen into.
TUE & Cyber, I'm feeling the exact same way that you are. I'm, essentially, burned out on life in general and am frustrated that I don't have the time or desire to do one of the few things that always took my mind off of stuff and provided an escape from RL garbage.
Jup. Sorry to hear you and any of you are ailing. Seems the time of year, state of world affairs and time's arrow are making an abrasive grind on most folks. For me those stressors make me work on FF stuff more though, as well as you already know a lack of outlets until spring here. Hey, you and anyone else: Do what you need to when you do, there's never any fault in that.
If it helps your inner reserves (whoa, a :ff: pun!!! :rolleyes:) your work is a great inspiration to mine and I'm like a kid on Xmas when you release new FX especially. I download and use almost every one you make.
Ahh, I'm sorry guys! I know the feeling, though I'm not currently there. It sounds like y'all need a change. That doesn't necessarily have to be huge, a new career or the like, but perhaps just something small, or a number of small things. Try breaking your routine, getting out and walking around in nature for a bit. Watch the sunset, listen to a river, or perhaps find some live music. Break the monotony. It won't fix everything, but something like that can feel like a breath of air after you've been underwater a bit too long and your lungs are starting to burn. I'm very sorry to hear that y'all are so discouraged, and we'll keep y'all in our prayers.
I feel like TUE and Cyber, but I have a direct need of vodka just to even feel that way on a good day....and it's not cause I need a change, I think I'm just burnt out on life lately.
Well, you are undead, so that sorta' makes sense. ;)
Seriously though, burn-out is a pretty common problem in the modern age. I definitely felt that way in Illinois, and there aren't easy answers to it.
Check out Henri the existentialist cat on youtube.
I'm feeling it as well. Sometimes you feel in the mood to create, and thats sinking to a low point. Luckily, though my drive for modding in FF is taking a dive I'm picking up steam back in Neverwinter again.
Other days I'm in the mood to play. I just installed King's Bounty the Legend and Heroes of MM 5 that have been sitting around for a while. A lot prettier than Heroes 3, but not sure it packs the same punch
And then there's the days I just feel being a vegatable in front of the TV. I just finished watching season 1 of Gilligan (for some reason I found Ginger really annoying this time) and I'm half way through season two of Wild, Wild West and season 3 of Get Smart. also checking out some of the new things like Resurection and maybe "the 100" when it premieres.
I'm with you there Random, with motivation to create for FF at a low point, I've been watching a bit more TV. I've enjoyed the first couple of episodes of "Resurrection". I recorded "Believe", but haven't had a chance to watch it yet.
I've got a handful of Skopes that are currently in progress, but just haven't had the energy to finish them yet.
Quote from: BentonGrey on March 17, 2014, 07:55:41 PM
Well, you are undead, so that sorta' makes sense. ;)
Seriously though, burn-out is a pretty common problem in the modern age. I definitely felt that way in Illinois, and there aren't easy answers to it.
Unfortunately, the Credentialing Program that I am in mandates that I stay where I am, so moving is currently not an option. If I don't finish the program, for any reason, I automatically default on my loans and have to pay every cent back in a ridiculously short amount of time. This is part of the reason that I have been feeling trapped, and is also a big part of my burned out feelings.
I know that feeling, to a degree, CB. You've got to find ways to feel free within the confines of your situation, and it isn't easy to do. I was stuck in IL because my wife was in her degree program, and it wasn't like we could just pick up and leave until she was finished. We were both miserable there, but we were too far in to turn back. We had too much invested, both in terms of time and money. We started escaping on the weekends to a state park a couple hour drive away. IL was hideous, but that place was beautiful, and we felt like we were getting away for a little while.
Of course, FF is always an escape of mine too, though I sometimes have to fight through ennui to get back into it (and sometimes I can't). I have been dragging on my Pulp mod for months now, not making any progress. Last night I decided to approach it from a different direction. I've just been writing, not playing it, so I decided to play through the mod for a change of pace. I had a blast, and I find that I'm interested in the project and characters again.
Obviously, what worked for me isn't necessarily going to work for anyone else, but nothing lasts forever, and if you can find a way to soldier on in the interim, hopefully something better is on the horizon.
Quote from: BentonGrey on March 17, 2014, 07:55:41 PM
Well, you are undead, so that sorta' makes sense. ;)
Seriously though, burn-out is a pretty common problem in the modern age. I definitely felt that way in Illinois, and there aren't easy answers to it.
Hell, I'm tired of even undeath...if that's even possible...
Well, there have been a lot of stories written about just that...
Well, the Class I've been taking recently finished, so I have a week or two until I start up again. I'll admit that I'm still feeling pretty burnt out with life in general, but at least I've gotten back to Skoping some of the projects I've had on hold for a while. Barring any problems, I'm hoping to get at least a few knocked out before I go back to School.
Quote from: BentonGrey on March 19, 2014, 04:37:15 PM
Of course, FF is always an escape of mine too, though I sometimes have to fight through ennui to get back into it (and sometimes I can't). I have been dragging on my Pulp mod for months now, not making any progress. Last night I decided to approach it from a different direction. I've just been writing, not playing it, so I decided to play through the mod for a change of pace. I had a blast, and I find that I'm interested in the project and characters again.
I'm glad to hear that the Pulp Mod is being worked on again, I always enjoy running through your Mods.
Quote from: Cyber Burn on March 22, 2014, 04:07:55 AM
Well, the Class I've been taking recently finished, so I have a week or two until I start up again. I'll admit that I'm still feeling pretty burnt out with life in general, but at least I've gotten back to Skoping some of the projects I've had on hold for a while. Barring any problems, I'm hoping to get at least a few knocked out before I go back to School.
Me too! I've got spring break this week, and I'm hoping to make some major progress!
I'm glad you've got some time off. Get some rest, and I hope you'll go back refreshed.
Quote from: Cyber Burn on March 22, 2014, 04:07:55 AM
I'm glad to hear that the Pulp Mod is being worked on again, I always enjoy running through your Mods.
Thanks CB! It is very good to have one's work enjoyed! :D
I am going to apologize in advance, I have fallen a bit behind on my Skopes. I am scheduled to move back into my house this weekend, but I still have to finish with this quarter as well, so I am coming down to the wire.
I know that I have started a few projects for people, they are still heavy WIP's, but I haven't forgotten about them. Since I will pretty much be living out of boxes for the next few weeks (At least), I'm expecting a few weeks before I get back into Skoping.
If anyone wants/needs these Skopes sooner, I won't be offended if you ask someone else, otherwise, I will happily resume work when I am able.
Again, I apologize for falling a bit behind.
You don't need to apologize CB. Everyone knows that life outside modding makes it's demands. As well you've done more than enough already for anyone just in addition to being a really nice person here. G'luck with everything and always looking forward to your releases when they come.
As I said before, you will get no rush from me. Life comes first.
Much appreciated guys, I always feel bad not being able to keep a commitment in a timely matter. After next week, I should have a bit more free time to catch up.
No worries CB. We appreciate you man, so just do what you've got to do.
Quote from: BentonGrey on June 03, 2014, 04:39:20 PM
No worries CB. We appreciate you man, so just do what you've got to do.
Wait...Cyber is appreciated but nobody appreciates the DJ?!?!?! Man, my life just went down hill.....:P
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Quote from: BentonGrey on June 03, 2014, 04:39:20 PM
No worries CB. We appreciate you man, so just do what you've got to do.
Wait...Cyber is appreciated but nobody appreciates the DJ?!?!?! Man, my life just went down hill.....:P
Yep, now you've got it, DJ. :D How does your life go downhill when you're undead? ;)
Quote from: Deaths Jester on June 04, 2014, 02:36:40 PM
Quote from: BentonGrey on June 03, 2014, 04:39:20 PM
No worries CB. We appreciate you man, so just do what you've got to do.
Wait...Cyber is appreciated but nobody appreciates the DJ?!?!?! Man, my life just went down hill.....:P
I hate to admit it DJ, but you are very much appreciated. You're older Skins (AOA, DC, Etc.) are still some of my favorite. I always loved the style they were skinned in, and their colors were extremely vibrant.
And the Nazis that you an Carravaggio were doing were very inspiring.